haiz...my father juz went overseas...haha...thn dunno wadda do..we went shopping one whole day...very tired...haiz...i didnt really shop...i juz ate...and i...ate....and i ate...haha...sigh...aniwae,momo,i dunno wad church i will be changing to...but the reason y we r changing church is very complicated...yah...so very chia lat...buden we seriously dunno wad church to go to...haha...trying out....so far onli tried one church...haha....sigh...im soooo bored...haiz...my hamster died yesterday...damn sad sia...it was sleeping with the other 3 on top of it...they always do that...thn whn the rest woke up it havent yet...thn whn i touch it, it nv respond.....thn it breathe very hard...so scary loh...it was sooo weak it cannot move thn cannot even open it's eyes...thn it's abdominal area was sooo wet!!!...sigh...thn we called many pple...thn we called my sis's fren who was a vet...my sis went out to try to get a syringe so we can feed it milk or sumthing...so i had to try to describe to the vet person the situation..but i dunno how to explain...like she ask me to open the jaws thn the jaws so tiny how to open??thn ask if it is a gal or guy...how i noe rite?!so she say cannot help me unless she sees it 4 herself coz even i can describe to her correctly, there are many ohter things to look out for...thn after we put down the phone,the hamster upper body started moving uncontrollably...very very scary...we called the vet person again...it went on for half a minute before it stop....thn suddenly while my sis is toking on the phone to the vet,i realized it wasnt even breathing animore...i was very scared so i quickly put it down in a small box with saw dust...(im scared of holding dead animals...haha)i put it down so fast that my sis got a shock...that was whn the vet said over the phone that it had brain damage...that's y it started moving uncontrollably...it is genetic...caused by inbreeding....sad sia...thn the nxt time i picked it up,(WHALAO...VERY SCARY LOH!!)the hamster was totally stiff liao..very scared sia...i didnt dare to do anithing after that/...yah...thn we buried it in my garden...haha...so now got three hamsters buried in my garden...my last time hamster oso liddat...aniwae,during the 'burial' my sis forced me to carry it n put it in the hole coz my maid had no feelings for it...so it wld be beta if i did it....seriously,i didnt noe wad her reasoning was...but i juz did it...haha...and it was very very cold n stiff.....haiz...
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